Blah, blah, blah…

Tuesday, April 27, 201o

Today I feel BLAH.

Do you ever just have those periods when everything feels not right?  You just can’t stand the way things are going but you just don’t know how to change things.  Where it’s probably your attitude, but you just can’t get into the right frame of mind.  Well, that’s kind of how I feel.

Yesterday night at work was horrible which probably has contributed a lot to how I feel.  I absolutely hate when things get out of control at the hospital.  But that is the nature of nursing.  Some days are fine and others are hectic busy.  I just hate feeling overwhelmed, and rushed, and incompetent.  Plus being on a new floor I think I need more time to think things through and there just isn’t always that time available.  Not to mention there are a lot of people on this floor with strong personalities…believe me, they will say what they feel no matter what and I’m a more laid back person who wants everyone to get along so when there is discord, my mood changes along with it.  I think I just really expect a lot out of myself and a lot of the time I feel so far behind because I came into this career late.  There’s so much to know and it frustrates me to know that I will never know it all.

Okay, whew!  Now that that’s off my chest.

I also want to say that I’m tired, and that the ache in my back/neck is STILL there.

So hopefully I’ll feel much better after a good night’s sleep.

Published in: on April 27, 2010 at 10:35 pm  Leave a Comment  

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